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Mostly due to all of these negative emotions, you may find that your mind is constantly stuck on negative memories from your past. Perhaps you experienced some sort of trauma that you now have to confront. This is typical of dark night of the soul symptoms.
Another problem with going into the dark night is that you will be lonely. Reaching out to your angels, spirit guides, spirit animals, even powerful Archangels will often be futile.
However, despite all of that, getting through the dark night of the soul can be an incredibly beneficial experience. The version of you that lives in the shadows and is kept at bay by energy from the Light. It might all sound a bit intense but this is where the therapeutic aspect of this experience becomes clear. It is a term used to describe what one could call a collapse of a perceived meaning in life… an eruption into your life of Angel Soul - Dark The Suns - In Darkness Comes Beauty (CD deep sense of meaninglessness.
The inner state in some cases is very close to what is conventionally called depression. The death of someone close to you could trigger it, especially premature death—for example, if your child dies. Or the meaning that you had given your life, your activities, your achievements, where you are going, what is considered important, and the meaning that you had given your life for some reason collapses.
Really what has collapsed is the whole conceptual framework for your life. That results in a dark place. There is the possibility that you emerge out of it into a transformed state of consciousness. They awaken into something deeper. A deeper sense of purpose or connectedness with a greater life that is not dependent on explanations or anything conceptual.
The dark night of the soul is a kind of death. What dies is the egoic sense of self. Of course, death is always painful, but nothing real has actually died—only an illusory identity. Often it is part of the awakening process, the death of the old self and the birth of the true self. You arrive at a place of conceptual meaninglessness. Or one could say a state of ignorance—where things lose the meaning that you had given them, which was all conditioned and cultural and so on.
Then you can look upon the world without imposing a mind-made framework of meaning. It looks, of course, as if you no Album) understand anything, Angel Soul - Dark The Suns - In Darkness Comes Beauty (CD. It can bring about the dark night of the soul. You now go around the Universe without any longer interpreting it compulsively, as an innocent Album).
You look upon events, people, and so on with a deep sense of aliveness. Note: from Eckhart Tolle Newsletter, October Edited by Kosmos. Another important strategy is to avoid making the dark night too Album), too focused on yourself. Yes, you feel it intimately and alone. But it could still have more to do with the suffering of the world than with yourself.
Maybe dark nights are generally less personal than they feel. At any one time, beings on the planet are suffering. The planet itself is suffering; it is going through a dark night constantly. Listen to political leaders deny climate change and you worry about the future, not of the planet on which you live but the planetary being of which you are a living part.
If you can stretch your moral imagination to perceive this suffering, then you will have the energy and focus to work toward a transformation. But oddly, it takes the pain and despair of a dark night to envision utopia.
The emptiness of the dark night transforms into the no-place of a wonderful world. Personally, you may not feel your being. Self-realization is not a private psychological achievement managed by a strong will and a hygienic attitude. A strong sense of self emerges when you own and activate the awareness that you are your world.
A mystical sensibility and social action go together. Through an essential shift in imagination you realize that you are not the one suffering; the world is. The real stunner is that when you begin to serve the world, your darkness changes.
It continues to feed your vision of utopia and your frustration at the imperfection of it all. But your personal darkness converts into anger at injustice and then into compassionate vision and effective action.
The darkness and the vision are two parts of one flowing movement. There may be a degree of love for the darkness and a disdain for hope.
It may be easier to sink into the pit. Some people resist participating in the transformation of the world because they glimpse the challenge in it.
The best source in classical spiritual literature for describing the paradox of darkness and vision is the Tao Te Chingwhere on every page you are invited to live without polarization. Below, it is not dark. Keep this paradox in mind and you will be neither a sentimental idealist nor a cynical pessimist. You will be part of the transformation of it all because it is happening in you. I donno if to be happy or sad. I just want to do it. But this uncontrollable energy is ripping my head, my brain, my heart apart.
I feel helpless. My brain gets hang. I always loved spirituality and tried for kundalini awakening last year. This was for I thought it would increase my energy and concentration.
But when I failed, I lost my faith on me and from God. From the last 3 years, I kept on experimenting on my self. I kept on filtering from good to bad then again good … Again bad. I thought I was evolving. But I donno what was I doing with my self. I think my feeling to be better day by day is killing me. Ifrom my childhood, am very highly ambitious. But I was lazy like everyone else. But my unending will to change myself is decreasing my abilities. Now last AugustI was sleeping in my hostel.
My roommate was home. N in midnight, I felt this intense energy blast out of my body. I thought it was dream. And told, cried on me to get up from such nightmare.
I thought I would get in pieces. I saw the blast in the shape of eagle which centered on my bed. I got faint. I thought it was ghost. Help me!!!! I alwayz wanted to be a good person. Always wanted to sacrifice my life for the sake of India and world. I wanted to explore my spirituality. But now I just feel guilty of not going towards my dreams, my goals. That night I felt that I was going to burst, Angel Soul - Dark The Suns - In Darkness Comes Beauty (CD.
The next morning I got faint while doing Yoga. I was afraid. I forgot to tell you that from my last 2 years, I wanted to be A Psychiatrist. But now I feel like. From my childhood, I used to think I am the source of energy to this world. I always felt an intense faith on my spirit. My whole body and eyes Burns. My body aches for no reason. Please show me path. I feel like top the exams, I was an intelligent student.
But from my last failure. All these things happening with me. This is not depression. I just … Help me. Dear Sami, Thank you for your deep sharing with Kosmos. You most certainly need someone by your side to help you through the intense experience that you describe. One of your spiritual teachers would be ideal — one that understands spiritual energies. It is difficult for us to help you from afar, but one suggestion to try is to stop meditating and doing yoga.
Instead return to a concentration in the body and the earth itself — gardening and exercise could help, until you find someone to help you. And remember that all things pass in time, even the most intense experiences.
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